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Rains Ct.

by ICHOROUS

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1.
Looming 03:13
This darkness is looming, I've been digging graves in my head, I fill these caskets with, any shred of hope I have left, their spirits still haunt me, they chase me down and trap me in, entombed within my skull, I scream for silence as I rot within. There's a darkness that exists within us all, and if you dig deep you won't like what you find. There's blood on my hands and writing on the wall. As I search through these dark corners in my mind. This darkness is looming, I've been digging graves in my head, I fill these caskets with, any shred of hope I have left, their spirits still haunt me, they chase me down and trap me in, entombed within my skull, I scream for silence as I rot within. There's an ugliness that lives within our heart, and if you dig deep you won't like what you find. There's blood on my hands and writing on the wall. As I search through these dark corners in my mind. But I just keep digging, until my hands have worn to bone, I hope that no one finds me, I'll die alone. I never want to love again.
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Not one more whip into the backs of those who care to create real change. It’s not our call to live in a false perceived notion. Losing sight of what’s in me. Losing touch and growing weak. Bleeding out and breathing in. This fight is one that i can’t win. Try to make sense, in a world that’s backwards, hopeless, and annoyed, I’m dying to break this shell when its, its only cracking, cracking, not breaking. One more night alone and scared. Making sense of what’s not there. Tired of the same routine. Monotony’s a part of me. And I wish we could say not one more whip in their back, and now I’m snapping, cracking, not breaking, its all we know, its all we know. No one seems to notice that. Inside I’m already dead. No relent, and no relief. A stranger to the former me. And the men in white coats, with their clipboards in hand are looking down upon him, yeah they’re seeing right through him How do you feel today? I feel sick and I’m scared. Oh that's normal you’re fine. No, I’m really afraid. Just take your dosage at night, take your dosage at dawn, and you’ll be fine at the end of the week mark my words. I can’t stomach these pills, I just want to go home I miss my family, my friends, god I feel so alone. Its a stain in my mind, its a scar on my soul. It’s a cloud in my thoughts, and a curse on us all. I’m a derelict ship, pulling rust from my hull. This prescription is burning a hole in my soul. But I’m stuck in this room, I’m holding onto hope, that is quickly fading, and if I breathe i choke. I hate myself much more with each day that I’m here, I just want to be free, i just want to see clear.
3.
Iron Horse 02:47
I live my life by the iron horse, and that's the life that it will take from me. And I fucking swear by the iron horse, and I am too blind to see. That I’m the juggernaut and I’m the fucking thief. And I know that my guilt and fate hangs over me. We’re all the fucking same we’re falling from the top. This is an uphill fight we can be fucking stopped. We all bleed but not all of us die, my hearts a stone and my life is a lie. Nails in the coffin with each choice that I make, and I regret that I only have one life for you to take. This is a blitzkrieg we are striking fucking hard. We’ll leave the faces of the world beaten and scarred. We’re blazing trails so you best dig a grave for two. This world of ours is just too fucking cold for you. I’m so ashamed of what I have become, a fucking slave, I’m a disgrace. Once again I've failed myself. I am made of stone.
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Remission 04:24
Do you know how it feels to watch your friend whither away? To watch the life drain from his eyes? He’s nothing more than a shell of the man that he used to be. Do you know how it feels? Do you know how it feels to harbor this hate for a man, who repays loyalty with pain? While you sit at courtside and plea to the empty heavens for hope. Do you know how it feels? And do you know how it feels to watch his weight constantly drop? To watch him begin to lose touch? To hear as he prays to his god, and his empty throne in the sky. He was my friend, he was MY friend, and I learned and I grew through him. Now he’s fading, now he’s leaving, and I don’t know what I’ll do without him. Save your god, save your prayers, they’ve done nothing he’s fading away. And if life is such a gift then please tell me, what is the purpose of life? If all that you have left is pain. Giving up. This can't be it. Giving in. There has to be more. He’s giving up. Please tell me this isn't it there must be much more.

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Recorded February 22nd/23rd at "The Earth Capital" in Los Angeles California.

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released May 20, 2014

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ICHOROUS Moorpark, California

Formed in Moorpark California in 2008.

Dylan Maguire- Vocals
Blaine Hankel- Guitar
Frankie Hernandez- Guitar
Nick Tomich- Bass
Andy Polito- Drums

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